Saturday, July 09, 2005
im bored and decided to blog...
today is ok...
well...as i grow up..i feel a sudden need of responsibilties...
well...im goin broke as time passes...
money is always a factor....
im on my own as each day passes by...
i usually ask my mum for my transport fare during my school time...
now im on my own...
adult fare is a torture...
does having a bike help? i dont know..
by i think i can survive with my pay for awhile..mayb just...
transport..food...is a struggle..but i think i can manage
how is it when i set up my own family?
have my own kids?
money is always a factor...
i always wonder how my parents manage to do it...
with my dad having kidney failure....
dad is like man of steel..and mum is like wonder women..
dad is like working almost 7 days a week and
mum is like doing almost everything...work..housework..work n back to housework
how they manage to raise me and my 2 other sister..
educations...food....rooftop...
all the basic needs are there for us...
even though my mum nag alot...
i appericiate her hardwork...
salutations to them....i owe them alot.....
i don't know how am i goin to repay them.....
i don't know what im goin to be in the future...
im like in my late teens....
for 19 years ...i dont know what have i achieve...
have i been a good son and a good brother?
i dont think i have been a good one...
can i be a good one?
i dont know...
haZwAn
12:48 AM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
ok im sick..
i wish i could sleep...my eyes are like tired but i cant sleep..
i feel week ah..
having these cramps over my shoulder...n damn restless..
anyway my fren jus passed away due to a motorcycle accident..
not a close fren though...just a hie bye fren...
chat with him sometimes...
anyway...
yar...motocycle accident..and he jus got his licence like a month ago.
so young ..jus 18 n had to go...
pity him...always see him at mosque......always volunteer himself to help out in the mosque activities...mane nak dpt org mcm gitu lagi ???
freaky when you think of bike accidents.....
haizz...
people come and people go...
motorbikes are fun...but when things happen...it just happen...
i really pity people who jus died in accidents...
especially those people who are pillions...
people go vroooooommmmmmmmm....vroooooooommmmmmm...den bang !
anyway..
sedekahlah fatihah utk dier eh..
amin..
anyway this few weeks have been like a killing spree week..
a maid just killer her employee just a block away from me..
and a cop just shot himself at yishun...
best kan...
haZwAn
1:49 AM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
i need to find a new job soon..
im getting bored with my current job..
recently manage to contact suraini..
been like 2 or 3 years since i spoke to her or saw her..
i miss out the car shows at expo cause of work..
heard a couple of good evo cars exploading in the carpark rally..
live report frm Mr Nirwan..
haZwAn
11:20 PM
Friday, July 01, 2005
airie n fidzah got into their school floorball team
cheers mate..
it will be perfect if im still schooling..
too bad i graduated ..arghh
aku miss korang ah
missing out floorball...
gd luck for the tournament anyway..
anyway recieved my pay...
but i left with peanuts...
bought something which i think it just perfect..
i guess so ...
ok im offically paying adults fare today !
im so pampared with student fare..
and the fare is like wooooohoooooo.....expensive sak
i just hate adult fare...
i wish i was a student once again
ok im goin out today..
bahhhhhhhhh..
actually don't feel like goin out..
i miss sleeping.
got a golden sms from my ex team mate..
im considering.........
faisal and me miss soccer so much one day..
that we decided to just kick a ball around one day
so we got up early in the morning the next day.
faisal, fairuz and me just kick balls around in an open field..
its a bit funny but yar we had fun i guess..
anyway fairuz goin off to serve the nation on 12 july..
good luck mate !
its july !
when the freaking leter goin to come...
haZwAn
12:24 PM
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